[MormonGirlz.com] Zoe: The Calling [04.01.2017]

The narrative begins with an individual reflecting on a recent decision to engage in sexual activity with a boyfriend, which was initially unexpected. The boyfriend arrived early to pick her up for a group date, and despite her attempts to redirect the situation, he was persistent in his desires. The individual acknowledges a mutual curiosity about sex, leading to consensual actions that she later describes as pleasurable. However, after the encounter, feelings of guilt emerge regarding the violation of personal beliefs about premarital sex. Additionally, there is anxiety about a scheduled meeting with a church leader, President Oaks, whom she finds intimidating. She initially assures herself that the meeting is likely unrelated to her recent actions but is unsettled when she discovers her boyfriend is present in the office, raising concerns about whether President Oaks is aware of her behavior.